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Namaskaram!  Ente peru …….. Allengil athu venda!

Oru peril enthirikunnu? Adhyamaya oru blog ethuthanam ennu oru vicharam undayathu, churukiparenjal personal karyangal thanneyannu athinu karenam ennu kootikollu.  Tikachum Bloginingnu ethirarunnu nan, karenam nalla suhurthukal undengil avarayitu pariharikan patathu ayitu onum ella, matramalla swantham karyam enthina veruthe lokam muzhuvan parenju arikunne? Pinne ethu ente adyathetum avasanethetum ayitulla Blog ayirikananu sadyatha, alla atharikum!

Sheda! Avivekam kanikum enalla athinartham 🙂 pakshe eniku ake koode pareyan ore oru kadhaye ullu. Ente kadha! Ethu vare ee kadha muzhuvan ayitu ketitullathu arum tanne ella. Ethu arum vayikum ennu eniku oru prateekshayum ella. Anagne vayikunna nirbhagyavan/ nirbhagyavathi ningal anel, deyavayi akshara tettinum, pottatarathinum ennodu kshemikanam ennu nan deyavayi abhyarthikunnu. Valare professional level blog annu ninagl preteekshikuntengil, ningalku vazi tetti. Kadhayileku kadakunnatinu munbe oru cheriya apeksha, ethu vayichittu enne tedikandu pidichu question cheyarukayo, deholpadram elpikukao cheyaruthu. Nan verum oru sadu annu!

Evideya thudengendathu? Ente introduction thannaykotte!

Oru middle class family. Achan valare chittapedutiya valarthiyathu enneyum ente chechiyeyum, but athukaryamakanda atinte erattiyayittu ent kayil kuruthakedu avashyathinu undarunnu. Muttil ezhaynna kalathu mutale ente kayileruppu aa naatukarku nallathu pole bhodyapettatha. Kuruthakedu ennu parenjal 24 manikoorum athutanne. Kannadi odakkal, Kozhiye kallitu kolluka, pooche neethan padipikanayitu kinatil eduka, ammede thyal machine kedakuka.. angane oru neenda list thanne undu, athoke pareyanam engil vere oru 10 blog vendi varum, so talkalam athu skippam. But achanum ammekkuum pengalkum snehikanum thallanum oreoral.

Chechiku enne kal 1 vayasu prayam undu. Kuttikalathu tanne chechi oru star arunnu, patinu pattu, hindi sugama rank, class first anagne oru neenda record koombaram thanne chechiku initial ayitundarunnu, chechide kazhivu preshamsikunna nallavaraya nattukar chodikunna ore oru chodyam “ethu eekudde aniyan thannano ennuarunnu?”😑. 1 mutal 10 vyasu vare chattambi enna teachermar enne athisambhodana cheytirunnathu. Pakshe oru suprabhathatil athu ellatayi. Karenam matonnum alla, school mati Boys school-il cherthu. Avide mixed allathathu kondu competition valare koodutal ayirunnu. Teacher marude scale kondulla tallodal alla Mashemarude chooral kashayam ennarinjal ara onnu patti tazhtatetu 🙂

Varshatil  12 tavanna teacher mare kanan varunna amma epol 3-4 tavena matramayi. Avarude bhagathu ninnu nolkumbol enikku valya improvement arunnu. Chooral kasham thanne edakidaku kittiyal ara nannavathe? 😀

High school 8th Std, Mixed scoolil allengilum mixed vanilarunnu schoolileku poyikondirunne, karenam Girls high schoolum Boys high schoolum aduthaduthu arunnu. Premam enthanennu ariyamengilum, athinu importance kodukarillarunnu, athine kal kooduthal electronisil arunnu talparyam. Entennarilla atarunnu hobby, baki ulla per class cut cheythu cinema kanan pokumbol nan class cut cheytu pokunnathu aduthulala electronics kadelarunnu. Palatavena pidichitundu pashe dinam thorum hobbiku vendi chlavazikunna samayam koodutal kooduthal ayi vannu.

Padikan pande midukan ayathu kodu, oro exam kaziyumthorum veetil achaum ammeyum padakam pottikunnathu enne puratarunnu. Mashu marku avarodu pareyan onne ullu ” Valare nalla kuttiyannu… onnu sremichal final exzamnu pass akum, pakshe sremikanam!” anagane final examinu matram ellathinum passakunnathu ente stiram airpadayi. Veruthe energy waste akanda ennu anne eniku manesilayi ennatavum. B-)

Anagne 9th etti, kalikan samayam kandethunnathine kal kooduthal ayi kootuar samasarikunnathu girlfrindneyum line adikunnathineyum kuricharunnu arnnu. Anagne erikumbol annu vanil varunna oru kuttiye eniku estamaythu, My first crush ennu venemengil pareyam. 😛

😮 Kshemikanam! my first crush 4-am classil arunnu. Chumma erikunna enne kalikan vilicha oru kutti. Muslim kuttiyarunnu, Patilla ennu parenjapol aa kutti sammathikilla, policeum kallanum kalikan nibandichu. Nirbhandatinu vazhagathapol ente pidchu valichu kondu poyi kalipichu. Annu mutal aa kutide character entho enne akarshichu. 4th std kazinju nan vere schooil poyapol athu avide upeksikukayum cheythu. 😐

Appol second crush, athum valliya effortonnum nan koduthilla. 9th kazinjapol athum athinte vazikoke poyi, schoolil arengilum chodichgal, undu ennu pareyan oral ayikote, matramalla electronics hobby thanen arunnu athinteyum pinnile karutha kyikal.

Anagne padikumbol ente oru atmartha suhurthu ennodoru oru karyam valare visamichu parenju. Premam! athu thanne sambhavam. Tamasharoopathil adayamoke avane kaliyaki engilum, best friend ayipoille onnu sahayikam ennu teerumanichu. Karyangal thirakki, Sambhavam etreye ullu, Pulliku oru Valentines day card enagne engilum kodukanam. “Atipol nan enthu cheyan?” ennu ninagle pole nanum chintichu.

Enagne ennu serious ayittu alochikan thudengum munne avan parenju, “Pinne avalku 2 chettanmarundu”. Nan Car sudden brake eddunna rengam othru. “Athu Matram alla aliya vere oru cheriiiiiiiiya preshnam koode undu, aval 10thil annu.”

Nan: ok! reverse gear edam. “Ayo aliya please, enne engane engilum sahayiche pattu, ninak ariyam ennula arengilum kanum a schooil”. Nan aprenju : ” Entayalum nee ethu nerathe parenjathu nannayi. Contract sign cheyum munne disclosure statement ayittu ethellam parenju thannathu, valare nallathu! Appol tallinte karyam teerumamaayi”. Nan alochichu “Ethipol karyam sheriyanelum 1 vayasu kooduthal ulla penkutti, preshnamakumo? Evidunnu? aavanengil avanalle preshanm akunnathu, pakshe enagne card kodukum?  Athinum avante  budhiytil oru van idea undarunnu. Pulli oru cheriya buji arunnu. Classil 1st or 2nd annu stiram. According to the laws of Einstein, 99% sahachariyangalil Buji + kuruthekedu orikalum cherarilla, pinne avesehikunna 1% de even arunnu aa oral.

Idea ingane, Buji: “ninte vanil undakumallo arengilum? karyam ok ayal autha Ganesh bakeriyil nammal 2 perum kayrum, puffs kazikum, adichu polikum”. 1 puffs mohipichu Hospitali kayattan ulla psychological move anennu pidikitty, pakshe Best friend ayipoyille. Anagne oru divasam avan eniku pullikariye kanichu thannu. Nan: “ayo ee chechiya? Ee chechiye eniku ariyam, ente chechide kootukuariya! “ethrem parenjapol, Avante mukathe santhosham onnu kanenam arunnu, Apo aliya card! Nan eshwarne vilichu, “Daivame! parendirunilla”.

Plan engane, Chechi de athe classil anennu nan pathuke chechide kayil ninnu details chorthi. So chechi vazhi aa card engane engilum angu ettikannam. Ethu chechiyodu parenjal 1) eniku chechide kayil ninnum nallathu kittum, nangal nalla termsil arunnu pande :D. 2) Ene eppol ottikodukum ennu chodichal mathi, (TV kanan remote kodukathathinte deshyam eppozum undu. Cartoon netwok il Dexters Laboratory ullapozannu avlku Dil to pagal hai de pattu kelkendathu, Bloody fool!)
So Ammede kayil ninnum achante kayil ninnum quatation urappannu. 3) manahani.

10 th standard ayi, Ente kadina preythnam fail ayathine tudernnu, pulli nerittu aa kuttide veetil kondu poyi card koduthu. Valentines day ku enthu venelum kanikkam, arum onnum chodikan patillannu aro parenju phalipichu, pavam vishvasichu! valentines day ku oru pitte divasam ulla karyam pulli orthilla ennu thonunnu, avalude chettan mar vannu talodittu poyi. But avante dharyam nan sammathichu koduthu. Annu oru karyam nan chintichu etreyum sahasam kanikanum matram ee premathil atha ullathu? Athu entanennu ariyan ulla aksmsha koodudal ayi. Angane erunapol tution classil padikan varunna oru kuttiye eniku ottiri estamayi. A kutti stiram ayitu enne noki chirikarundarunnu, satyam parenjal aa kutti matram alla classil ellaperum chirikunna avastha ayirunnu,karenam teachernu divasam ponkala edan pattiya ore oru vasthu nanarunnu. Avare kuttam pareyan patilla, 10th alle? benchmark set cheyan nammude nattukar pande 10th oru van sambhavam akiyathu karenam avarku enne enganelum padipichu passakiyale pattu.

Anagne nan aa kuttiye premikan teerumanichu. Anagne kootukarodu chodichu oror ideakal pareekshichu nooki, aa kutti kayarunna the busil kayari ore stopil erengi, hi-bye il tudengi, anagne orupadu number oke ereki vannapol undu de vere oru kurishu. Vere oru kalamadan ethu pole avalde pureke nadakunnathayi eniku vivaram kitti. Athum avalude athe areail thamesikunnavan. Gunichum marichum nooyial aa kutti ayittu kooduthal smasarikan enne kal chance koodutal ullatu avan annu. Chettta! Pakshe, aviduthe kurechu local koodutarude shayathode nan munnotu thanne pokan teerumanichu. Avane avar nookikolam enna oreppin mel.  Anagne masangal kazinju ethu vare aa kuttiyodu onnum turennu pareyan patilla. Anagne aa kuttide birthdeku oru gift kodukan teerumanichu. Entu gift kodukum?  Bugi kootukarente experienceil Rehana Hai Tere Dil mei (RHTDM) Madavante Cinema de Cassette + oru card kodukan parenju. valare nalla idea, anagne aa kuti tution vittu pokunna samayathu, nan cycle pidichu nirthi, roadil vachu gift koduthu. Roadinte side ayathu kondu adikam samsarikan time kittylla, Just Birthday wish cheythu.

Santhoshatode oru cheriya punchiri pass akitttu aa kutti gift medichu, thanks parenju, pinnidu cycle il kayari pokukayum cheythu. Athil thanne oru 70% ok akum enna shubhapthi vishvasthodeyum, santhosathodeyum nan madengi. Anagne erikumbol 10th exam ayi. Talennu talakutti ninnu padichu nalla mark ode passayi, pakshe pine a kuttiye kanan patilla. But, cousinte koode athe schooil chernnu ennu cousin parenju. (Cousin engane ariyam ennavum epol ninagl oohikunnathu.) Nan ake koode thu pareyunnathu 3 perodarunnu onnu ent cousin chettanum cousin pengalum, pinne buji friendum. Pengal ennu pareyan pattilla, avalude mamanayitu varum pakshe ore prayam. Tution classil nammal ellaperum orumicharunnu, anagneya aa kuttide birth day cousin chodicu manesilaki spy work nadiyathu.

Next plans ettu, baki ulla 30% koode ok akam ennu karuthiyapol, de veendum preshnam, eniku vere school marendi vannathu. Location nere opposite direction. Chechi padikunna athe school.
orupadu tavenna pala reetiyil kalupidichu apekichittum achanum ammeyum kelkan kootakilla. State sylllabusil ninnum CBSE il cherthu. Enthina ennu eniku eppozum arilla. Agane valare vishamichitu anelum vere vaziyonnum elathatu kondu avide padikan teerumanichu.

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Typical pants and shirt school unifom matti, Slim shirt and Tight pants with boot cut (bell bottom) and gunboots atharunnu vesham. Podi meesha, shirtile adyathe button edarilla, chewing gum must aryunnu. Koddathathinu house captain padaviyum.

Admission kittiyapol Principal interview nu parenjathu “Chechi valare nalla student annu, extra curicullar activities and singing ellam valare active annu, monum athu pole oke anno?”
Etinte marupadi nan pareyan tudengiyapol, amma chadi kayari parenju, avanum athupole oke annu. Ayikotte! Ethu adyathe 1 masam kazinjapol thanne pulliku nallathu pole manesilayi. 🙂 Chechide exact opposite anennu.

Class arambhichapol thanne nan famous ayi (nan enne patti pukalti pareyunnathennu vicharichengil tetti.) Teacher mar classil vannu swayam intoduce cheythu kazinjittu adutha question “Ara Ravanan? ” ( Kshemikanam – ravanan ennayikotte enete toolika namam, Enthu kondu Ravanan ennu ninaglku ee kadha avasanikumbozol manesilakum.)

Anagne ella teacher markum enne kanan ulla oru excitement undarunnu, veronnum alla ente ponnu chechi ella teacher marudum nan ee classil undennu nerathe parenju ariyichirunnu. Enthu pareyana? 4-5 teacher marayapol, baki ulla kuttikal ellam tirinju enne nokan tudengi.  Arada etu? valla famous arudellum makan anno? atho eni valla sports and artils first medicha kala prathibha? allengil padipist bugi? ee varshathe CBSE examil schooil nte peru nila nirthan principal kondu vanna putiya erakumatyhi?

Enthu annelum arekengil onu chodichariyathe erikan patatayi, ellaperum new students ayathu kondu arkum athinu daryam ella ennatarunnu satyam. Adyame back benchil edam pidichathu kondu aa benchil ullapedodu matram nan aa rehasyam veli peduthi etinte oke karanam ente chechiku vattu ayathu kondanennu.

Muslim school ennu pareyan marennu, Kurechu sundarimarkku enodu aduppam prekadipichu but athellam out off focus ayittu tattam etta oru kutti matram valare clear ayi ente lensil patinju. Athumayittu munnotu pokan thanne nan teerumanichu. Vishvasikan kolam ennu urapulla oru kookarnodu ethe patti parenjapol, pullide adyathe reply. ” vanittu 1 masam alle ayullu, athinu munne todengiya? ” kozapamilla avalde kakede kayil ninnu edi kittumbol padicholum. (Avalku kakakum poochayum oke ulla karyam appozannu nan ariyunnathu tanne.) Koodutal terakiyapol manesilayi kaka verum kaka alla oru ana ayirunnu ennu, 100 kg bharam, 6 adi pokkam, bullet il annu sthiram yatra, stalathe pradana danikante makan, avashyathinu pidi undu, epo BSc ku padkunnu. Santosham ayi!

10-le Bugi frindne ormavannu, annu avan veetil poyi cardu kodukan kanicha a dayiryam entha eniku varille? Pinalla! Munnotu pokan nan teerumanichu, anagne cheruthayi hints oke koduthum, friends ne middle man ayitoke upayogichum oru positive response kitti tudengiyapol ente confidence koodi. Azchayil oru Cadbury classic kodukunnathu pativarunnu, athinte aluminium foil-il pena kodhu oru 2 aksharam entengilum kutti kurikunanthu pathivarunnu. Avalde kootukarodu parenju avar korechu korechayitu ente karyam avatharipikam ennu oreppu thannu.( Atinte commission avarku vere kodukendi vannu, ee Love oru chilavulla airpadannu ennu anna eniku manesilaye)

Anagne avarshathe onam clebration ellaperum Saree arunnu, 11th il classile pookalam orukunna terakukalde edel arunnu avalum. Kootukare kondu teacher vilikunnu ennu parenju oru ottapetta classroomil nan vilichu varuthi. Anagne meesa madavante pattu uchatil purethu alapikumbol nan avalodu adyamayi ente hridayaum turennu estamanennu parenju. Aval athu 2 kayodum ettu vagi. Annu undaya santhosham valare valutharunnu, oru padu neeram kitillengilum kitta 10 minute nangal parsparam nooki ninnu, nervousness   athenne sambhavam.

+2 Tikachum adichu polide naalukal, Seniour ellam School vittu poyi, ethu eduthu parenjathu enthanennu manesilayille. Ente punnara pengal stalam vittu ennu. Athu matram alla, 11th vacation timil ente snehamulla valyechan eniku oru bikum sammanichu, 11th vacation full veetilum parisarathum ottichu kayi telinja samayam. Adyamayitu bike ottichathu 7 class vaccationil annu bike kodu marichittu pureke erunna chetane kayi odichu, eniku pretekichu valutayitonnum patilla 2 kal mucles chathanju, nadakan patathe 2 weeks veetil kidannu athre ullu. Valiyachan retire ayapol valyachante chila kootukar sammanichatha e bike, valyachanu kinetic honda arunnu priyam. Edakide gear marunna vandikalonnum pulliku sheriyavilla, makalku already biku ullathukondu ente bike premam kandu eniku sammanichathu.

12th started, 5am nu tutionu ponam, kurechu doore annu, busil kayri angu etumbol pine padikan smayam kanilla adutha busil kayari schooil pokane samaym kittullu. Ethu parenju manesilaki enagneyo achante sammatham vangi bikil pokan thudengi. Class kazinju Bike friend dinte veetil vachitu busil pokanm ennarunnu achnate conditions. Angane oke adyam pareekshichu pine oru divasam korechu late ayi bus miss ayi, kootukarente apekshaye manichu bikil schoolil pokan teerumanichu. Agane ellarudeyum kannil asooyayude podi pari schooil bikil vannirengi. Pinne pine bus miss avan karenanagil manapoorvam undaki eduthu. Oru safteku ammayodu parenju, bus miss aythu kondu bikil pokendi vannu ennu, anagne athu oru sttiram parupadi ayi.

Anagne erunnapol oru divasam ravile pativupole achan 5 maniku vilichurathi padikan. Enitapol annu orthathu oh! ennu tution class ellallo, achanodu pareyanum marennu, eni enta cheya? Pettanu oru karyam orthu, ayyo! ennale ezuthiya love letter nu minukku pani etilla. Pine aa letter eduthu miniku pani tudengi. Eviduna ennarilal achan pettanu kayari vannu. Tandadang! pettanu nan letter bookil olipichu. Achan athu kandakaryam nanum kandu. Achan: “mukam nokunna kannadi nee edutho? ”
Nan: “Ella”
Achan: “poyi noki eduthittu vaa!”
Avidunnu mariyal eniku pani kittum ennariyam arunnu, mukalilathe order anusarichalle pattu. Nan oodi poyi kannadi eduthu trichettiyapol kanda kazcha.😬

Achan da letter eduthu vayichondu nilkunnu.
Nan pedichu pedichu pathuke parenju, “Athu acha ente frnd…., alla nan, entetalla …”

Achante reply: “mmm…… nan vayichitu taram”
Ethum parenju achan athu kondu akateku poyi.

Premam thurennu parenjapol ulla high hearbeat anno, appo undaya heart beat anno kooduthal ennu eniku epozum arilla. Eni sambhaikan pokunna karyangal alochichu nan avide pathuke erunnu.
Ennathode ente paditham nirthum, Bike pokka, vazha vettanum kilakanum veetil orale nirthunna karyam achan cancel cheyum, atoke eni nanavum cheyendathu, Eniku eni chanakam varunathum pashune kulipikunathavum stira joli. Etinte oke purame eni enne tallan valla madalo, kambi parayo eduthondakum achan tirichu varunnathu. Ellu odinjal nallathu pole vedanikum ennu pareyunnathu sheri ano avo?
Engane oke alochichu kadu kayariya pozhekum achan veendum rengaprevesnam cheythu.

Enne noki achan parenju ” Da, parembil oru tenga veenu poyi eduthondu vaa!!”
Nan: Kannu talli! Ennitu chodichu, “Eh!?”
Achan: “parenjathu ketille, parembil vennu kedakunna tenga poyi eduthondu varan!”
Nan: kettathusheri annu, thoniyathalla! Eni nan anagootu pokan tiriyumbol valla olakayum eduthu muthukathadikan ulla plan anno?
Nan, maximum achante aduthu varathe roominte corneril koode nadannu puratheku odi. Tirinju nokiyal anneram adichalo?
Onnum, sambhavichilla. Parambil poyi nokiyapol da kidakunnu oru tenga. Realitileku eppozum erengi varan manasu visamathikunnundarunnu. Eni etreyum nadannathu nan swapnam kandathakumo? ee vazi ella nan already parambintye naduku anallo!

Tenga kyi pidchu pathu veetileku nadadannu. Munvasathu ettiyapol Achan: “purke adukaleku kodu kodu” Ethum parenju achan akateku poyi. Eni adukaleku ettumbol kannil mulaku podi vallom ettu enne talli kollanakum plan. Entayalum chennu nookam. Avide areyum kandilla. Oru kallane pole nan pathungi pathungi chennu. Amma adukalayil puttundakarunnu tirakittu. Nan vicharichu, kozapam onnum ellalo! Ho ashwasam ayi.

Ammey, deeey oru thenga!

Amma trinju nooki, de nilkunnu kali tulli! chattukam eduthu oradi kalil, enittu chodichu: Entinada nee schooil pokunne? Nan chirichondu marupadi parenju, “padikan!!”.

Amma: “Enittu athozhichu baki ellam nannayitu nadakunnundallo, etre kashtepettanu nine padipikunnathenaro? apo avan premikana schoolil pone! Entokeya da nee aa letteril ezuthiyathu? … Aval ellathe jeevikan patill, mannankatta…”

Enagne oru 30 mintu upadesham, vazaku, sankadam, deshyam ellam oru avaiyallu parupam ayi enne nerku ammede thure thure ulla Ak47 stylil ulla firing arunnu… Ellam kazinjapol parenju “samayam kalayathe scholil pokan nooku, eni bus mis ayal athum parenju trichu varalo”. Nan chodichu, “amme aa letter enthu chethyu?” Amma: “letter! Letter nan adupile theeyilettu!” ethu parenju veendum chatukam eduthu. Amma: “Ethreyum aprenjitu avanu manesilayilla”. Nan avidunnu stalam vittu eni ninnal chilapol amma olaka edukum, veendum onnennum letter ezuthukaye vazhiyullu, matethu amma katiichu kalanjallo.

Enagne oke thyagangal cheythu oru 2 masam kazinjapol avalku daiva vili undayi  break up, karanam veronnum alla nan Hindu alle, religion oke patti aval epozhanu chintichu todengiyathu. Arum kayikku oru avasana preyogam nadathan teerumanichu. Oru letter ezuthi athil aval veenu. Veezhathirikan vaziyilallrunnu. Oru serious effectinu vendi ink nu pakaram Blood il ezuthi. Oru cheriya murivu blade vachundaki athile bloodil ezuthi, kolupolathe shariram alle evidunnu athreku blood varan? entayalum nekkiyum pizinjum enganeyokeyo half page kondethichu.Entayalum athu ettu, vendum namaml orimuchu.yaay!

+2 kazinju Back benchers alle eniku maths Poyi, so eni 3-4 months il retest undu athu ezuthu edukan ulla tirakil arunnu. But maths matram valare week avan vere karenangal undarunnu. Nirbahgyavachal +2 class todengiyapol adathe 1 week Matrixs arunnu, athu nallathu pole manesilayi. Agane erunapol pani pidichu 3 divasam schooil pokan patilla. Athu kazinju chennapol next chapter limits teacher finish cheythu. Tearchnte upadesham: “Eni athine alochihcu samayam kalayanda, next chapter il concentrate cheyu” ennarunnu. Ok! Next chapter engil next chapter. Next chapter adyame ellam manesilakanam ennoke plan ettu! Matrixs pole valla easy type entelum akum ennorthu ashvasichu. Pustakam thurenapol next chapter Differentials! tandadang!! Teernnu, limits ellathe differentials nadakilla ennapoza manesilayathu. So avasanam athum skip cheyan teerumanichu, anagne athu skip cheythu next chapter ettiyapol athu Integration!. OK! Integration thottu eni agottu full manesilakanam, first term ile marko poyi eni second termil engilum nalla mark medikanam. Evidunnu? Pandaram! Integration athine katti valya thalevedana. Padayepedichu panthalatu chenapol avide panthalam koluthi pada ennu pareyunna pazhamchollu vale effective ayittu work out aythu avide arunnu.

Integration, ennu apreyunna oru prestanam thanne arunnu. Differentials, Limits, anganathe kore mangatholikal onnum ellathe onnum nadakilla. Angane athum poyi kitti. Etil evide engane todanganam ennariyathe nan sherikum valanju, veendum padichu vannapoyekum final exam ayi. Verum 3 divasam leave eduthathinte pada, ethryeum anubhavikendi vanne.
(Ethroke padichu passayittum ethreyum kalayai ethoke enthina evideya upyogikendi varunne ennu epozhum manesilayitilla. Epol nan oru valiya MNC companiyil work cheyunnu, ethonnum oru karyathino perinu polum arum parenju keltilla. Veruthe samayam kalanju!.)

School jeevitham avasanichatinte koode premavum avide theernu, valare padupettu phone cheythythapozonnum samsarikan ulla sanmanesu a kutti kanichilla. Apoze karyam manesilayi. Pinne kootukaru vaziye arinju, enthu karenam ennu enikum ennum manesilayitilla. Wealthiness anno, status anno, religion anno enonnum. Potte, nan pinne pureke pokanum kootakilla.

Engineerning/ IT ennoke veetil chodichu tudengi. Eniku IT il talparyam ullathukondu athu padikan nan teernumanichu. pakshe Indail venda, puram natil mathi, Valiyachante mon pandu parenju thanna Idea arunnu athu. Nan athu valare serious ayitu eduthu. IELTS coaching poyitudengi. Bank, IELTS and consultants ayirunnu pine ulla 1 year muzuvan. Visa shariyayi, veetil ellarum pottikareyan tudengi, Western countrisil vidan estam ellathathukondalla, vittu piriyan ulla sakti arkum ellarunnu. Airportil ellarkum bye pareyumbol adyamayittu achan kareyunnathu enn tikachum vedapichu.

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Australia! Etre sundaram etre manihara

aya rajyam. Ottu mikka perkum valare nall manesulla alkar. Adyamoke kurechu kastapettu. Partime joli kittan kurechu padupettu. Adyathe 6 months kazinjapol oru vidam stable ayi. Natilekku madangi pokunnathu 5 varsham kazinjitarunnu.

Orkut valare pracharathil ulla nalukal, Divasavum kurechu scraps ayachillengil orekam varilla. Old friend ne oke mungi tappi kadupidichu tudengiya kalam. Oru 100- 200 friends aay samayam. Apratheekshitam mayi Jane Doe ne kandu mutti ( Jane Doe- Toolika namam matram) . 2009 krithyamayi parenjal, friends request accept cheyan oru vaziyum ella, ennalum nan request ayachu.

( Ara Jane Doe? ningal eppo alaochikunnundakum. athu ariyanamengil kurechu flashback ponnam. ready ? ) @@@@ 12th std @@@@ 11th std padikunnakalathu Jane Doe ente valare nalla friend arunnu. Aval pattilum dancilum vare munnil arunnu. Dance ennu pareyumbol kuchupudi, classical dance pande ente fav arunnu. pinne dance kalikunnavere patti pareyano? pakshe aval verum oru friend arunnu. Also aa time nan valare busy arunnu vere orale already tune cheythukondirunnathu kondu multitasking nadakilla. Matram alla ente oru kuttukaran adyame Jane nodu premabharthana nadathi polinjata. Kuttukaran ennu paren patilla. Tallundakan matram munbil, tallu tudengiyal adyam auto pidichu veetil pokunnathu avanarikum, anaganathe oru character. Eniku Dayriyam kurechu kooduthal ullathu kondu oru thavenna avane tallan alakar vannapol nan avante koode ninnu support nu. Annu muthal avanu nan arthmasuhurthayi, (arthma suhurthaya karyam nan arinjilla). Avante swabhavam nallathallathu kondakanam Jane aa abhyarthana nirasicharhu.

Evar 2 perum karyangal vannu pareyunnathu ennodu arunnu! Ente situation ningalku manesilakum ennu preteekshikunnu. Salyam koodutal ayapol aval ennodu upadesham tedi, avasanm nan kanda pom vazi, talkalam aa abhyarthan seekariku apol avan pinne salyapedutilla ennu. Avanodu onnude cardum rosesum oke koduthu abhyarthna nadathan nan avasyapettu. Angane script cheytha pole avan abhyarthichu  aval accept cheythu ellam ok! eniku manasamadanayum.

Oru divasam nan veetil ente bike oke tudachu minukki kondirunapol da varunnu avan. Enagne ente veedu kandu pidihu ennu eniku arilla. Ento kayam serious ayitu discuss cheyanam athinu samsarikan vannatha ennu parenju. Karyam tirakiyapol avan parenju ” Eniku Jane nte premathil atre vishvasam pora, aavl adikam samsarikarilla  pakshe ninnodu stiram chirichu kalichu samsarikum. Enne kanumbol thanne aval enittuu pokan tudengum”. Nan avane parenju ashvasipichu tudengiyapol avante swabhavam, aval ennodu enganoke perumarunnathu avalku ennodu premam ullatu konda, matramalla eniku Jane ne koodi swantham akanulla plan annu ennoke avan parenju deshyapettu. Ellatha karyam ondaki pareyunnathu kettal pande eniku deshyam varum. Obviously, nanum choodayi. Nan parenju “orale nirbhandichu premikunnathalla annathvam, aa card oke aval keeri kalanju samshayma undengil avalod poyi chodichu noku”  vishvashikan patathe avan enne alle vittu tallikum ennoke beeshani muzhakittu poyi.

Parenjathu pole sambhavichu. avan poyi Jane nodu cardukal trichu chodichu, aval satyam parenju, etelam nan avare 2 pereyum tammil tettikan ulla number aki avan chtrikarichu, entho athu satyam ayi, Jane athu vishnvasichu. Randu perkum common enemy nan ayi.

Jane enne kanan vannu, nan enthusambhavichu ennu chodikum munne aval deshyathode apeksichu “Daayavu cheythu ene eni onninum shayikaruthu ennu”. Orale sahayichtha nan cheytha tettu? Engottu shayam chodichu vannathu ara? Ente nirapardithvam manesilakiya ente friends enne support cheythu, athu avalki oru valiya trichadiyayi. Pinne tattam etta kuttiyum ayittu preman astiyil pidicha samayam ayathu kondu pinne nan aa issue onnum resolve cheyan ninilla. Samayam kittiyathum ella. Jane commerce group, nan computer science group, ake koode nammal orumichu oru classil erikunnathu English arunnu. So thats that.

@@@@@@@@ Flash backil ninnu trichu vannum kannum ennu pretikshikunnu. So aa issues ullathu kondu ente friends ellavarem avale complete ayittu avoid cheythu. Orkutil polum avare kandila, valare kurechu common friends undarunnu. Entennu arilla eniku Jane nodu tikachu oru vyragyam or deshyam ellathathu kondavum, eniku veendum kannanum samsarikanum thoniyathu, atinte bhagamayi friends request ayachathum.

Kurechu divasangal kazinju Jane friends request accept cheythu. valare santhosham thonni, evideya enagneya ennoke ariyan ulla curiosity, orayiram questions manasil undayi. Adyathe kurechu chodyangalku, reply kittiyathu 2 divasam kazinjittanu. Athinu reply udane varthatapol thonni, pullikariku aa pazeya issues manasil undakum atha samsarikan talparyam kanikathe ennu, pakshe pathuke pathuke a delay mari vanu.

Apreteeksikathe veendum kandpol ulla oru shock. Atarunnu, chat cheytha kootatil pandu entha sambhavichathu ennoke Jane thiraki, ente ormakalil ullatellam nan pankuvachu. Pakshe athonnum athre kayramayi kanakakan pullikari taryayilla. Appozum nan oru shadow pole not real enn arunnu Jane nte kazchapadil. Pinnedu athinull karanavum aval vekthamaki, “ella kutukarum upekshicha shockil ninnum rekshpedaan avasanam psychiatrist ne kandeni vannu”  Ethonnum nan ariyunndarunilla. Annathe aa smbhavathinu sheham ennodu oru thavenna polum samsarikan Jane kootakirunilla. Kootukarude perumatam anagen arunnu ennthu polum appoza nan ariyunnathu. Ellathinum mappu pareyan allathe eniku vere enthu cheyanam ennarillarunnu, arinjo ariyathayo chethya tettinu nan mappu chodichu. pinne nan anagne samsarikathe ayi, Eni ethu pareyan enulla manesikavastha ayathukondakum.

Pakshe a sowhridam valarnnu, divasamavum nammal chat cheythu tudengi, tamashakal parenju manikoorukalolam, Rathrikal palakunna vareum, pakal rathriakunnavareyum. oru divasam muzhuvam ayittu chat cheytha samayangal unduarnnu. Ente Joli Night shift ayirunnu, athu kazhinju ravile veetil ettittu veedum chat cheythyarundarunnu urengathe. Pullikari currently in a relationship annenu oke arinjitu polum nammal chat tudernnu..

(By the way A pullikaranu oru peru venallo? entha epo eduka? Keerikadan Jose? Alengil athu venda already nan villankunnathu kondu pulli Hero ayikotte. 2 villanmar e kadhayil venda. Kitty, Bruce lee! mm athreku angu pokanda alle? Ramayanathilottutanne pokam, MR.Raman!  (y) )

Mr. Raman nte oru friend vaziye annu Jane kannunathum pariochaya pedunathum, Anage avar aduthu veetukarodu parenju, 2 veetilum sammatham.  Anagne engagement vare nishchayichu. Angane erikumbozannu Ravanan aka nan veendum rengapreveshanam cheyunnathu Jane-nte jevithathil after 2004. Tikachum shurthukal ayi annu chat cheythengilum Jane oru addiction ayi. Oru divasam chat cheytathe erunnal entho pole. Janenum athe pole arunnu. Anagne orike enikoru message vannu, “why can’t we be more than just friends?” ennu. Nan reply cheythu “I wish that a thousand times, but you are already somebody else’s food” ethu reply ayacha udane eniku vere message vannu, “I mean, we could be best friends”

Nan veendum sms ayachu nan teetidarichatlle , “Sorry! just forget it. I am so stupid” ennu. Athinum reply onnum kitilla. Abhadam pullambhi olla friendship kalayanda ennu ortittakam. Shift kanju veetil ettiyapol onlinil varamo ennu oru request message kandu.

Manikoorukalolam veendum samsarichu, Jane night fully atalocharunnu ennum, avalkum athe feeling undu athu satyam anennum ennodu parenju. Veendum pandu undaya athe sathotham pakshe oru 100 times bigger ennu matram. Oru pakshe annu veruthe Tattatinte pure nadakathe Jane ne premichirunengil? ennu vare nan alochikathe ella. Enthu kondum cherum, koodathe dance and pattu padicha kutti. Atine katti oke upari nan karenam sambhavicha a  kurechu erunda nalukalil aval kashtpettatinte kuttbothamum athu triuthan ulla oru avasaravum.

Enthu!! Are you crazy? Ningale pole thanne ethe chodyam ente adutha kootukaran chodikayundayi. Australia il ake koode ulla oru athmartha mallu friend arunnu avan. Kalyam alochichu urapichu vachekunne penni poyi premikunno? Etengane sheriyakum? Allengil thane 2 perum 2 Rajyatha, ellatha complications eni onnum baki ella. Atma suhurthu chodichathil tetilla, pakshe etonnum oru preshnam ayittu eniku thoniyilla. Arudeyum jeevitham takarkan nan teerumanichitilla. 2 perkum ore feelings annengil orumikunnathile entha tettu? Allengilum Jane nte kalyanam kazinjitilallo! Avahitha bendam onnum allallo.

Jane nodu ete kurichu samsarichu. Aval yes pareyan veruym chatt alla karenam, Mr. Raman ayitulla relation athre nallatarunilla. Mr Raman ennaruu nammal etta perengilum pulli valare possessive arunnu. Dance kalikunnathonnum pulli estamilla, Jane kootukarodu samsarikunnatthu kandal puliku deshyam undakum. Etoke enikum ningalkum silly reasons ayitu thonnundengilum. Freedom! Atanello ellam. Dance passion ayitulla orlaku athu valre valya karyam annu, athu nan maesilaki, edekide ulla fights  and pottiterikal aval ennodu pareyum arunnu. “Dance to the music of time” atharunnu jane nte fav words.

Enganement munne engane anel kalyanam kazinjal enagneya enna chodyathinu enikenalla arkum marupadikanilla. “Mr Ramanil ellaththu enil ninnu kitunathano ee vilakepetta prenayathinte karenam ennu nan orikal thiraki. Athinte marupadi  engane arunnu “ayirikam pakshe athu annu eniku vendathu”. Pakshe 2 pere ore samayam prenayikunnathu sheryalla ennathu thanen arunu enteyum Jantetyum teerumanm. So talkalathe ee prenayam kurechu naletheku onnu pause cheyan Jane apekshichu.

(Pause aa? Entha? Cinemaya play and pause cheyau kalikan? ennalle epol ningal chintikuka? )
Ennal angane alla. Jane ennodu oru 6 months samayam chodichu. EE 6 masathinakathu aval veetukarodum Mr Raman odum turennu samsarichu aa relationship avasanipikam ennarunu teerumanam. Anagne paaavam nan adyamayittu avarude relationship le villan ayi. ( Epo manesilayille entina nan ente peru Raavanan ennu parenjathu ennu? Allengilum Ramayanathil polum sitaye tattikondu poyi enne oru otta kuttame Ravanan cheythitundarunulu )

Annu chilapol thonnarundarunnu, veendum chilapol nan Jane kandu muttirunillengil chilapol entinte onnum avashyam undavillarunnu ennu. Avareude kalyanam plan cheythpole nadakum arunnu. Pakshe Jane orikalum happy avilla ennu oreparunu, also enne nallathu pole manesilakan vere oru penkuttiku pattum ennum eniku orepillarunnu. Anagne 2 masangal kazinju….. orodivasavum nan enni korekarundarunnu 6 masam teernan. Pakshe ente kanaku kootalukal tetti.

[ cinema akukayanengil INTERVAL dee evide vayikunnathu akum nallathu ] lol

Plot Twist!!

( Athe Twist! Anjali menon ethu kanda chilapol cinema akiyallo? Copyright Copyright! nerathe parenjilla ennu venda. E blog arelum photostat edukukayo, cinema akukayo, print cheyukayo, kadatha vayichittu modifications varuthi priyadashante Bhagam Bhag polakano ente anuvadam ellathe patilla. Ammachiyane nadakilla! )

Appo sheri….  6 masam samayam chodichathatil, oru 60 days kazinjitundakum.
Pettannu oru suprabhatatil Jane chat kandu “atyavasahyam ayittu nan Banglore vare ponnu Mr Ramanu oru accident patti ICU lannu. Baki pinne samsarikam”. Mr Raman had a very serious accident. Speeding thanne arunnu karyam, oru truck ayittu Mr Ramente car kutti edichu, koode undarunna friends ellarum valare serious condition ayittu hospitalil.

3 days kazinju, nan ayakunna sms, email, chat onninum oru reply ella. vilichal edukilla. 4 th day enne vilichu karyam parenju. Enagne valare serious ayitu hospitalil annu Mr. Raman. “Eniku entha cheyendathu ennarilla, Veeetu karum bedukalum ellam kode erikan nirbhandikunnu, orimichu kaziyendavaralle apo epozum aduthundavam ennoke pareunnu,  enne kondu onnum cheyan patunilla, Evide erikanam ennundu, Erikanda ennum undu, pakshe epo enagneya ee relation venda ennu pareyunne?, vettu karum bendukalum ellarum undu, ee avastayil enganeya? Entha cheyendathu? “.

[Cut! Ningalkum akam Koodishwaren! ( suresh gopi tone ,ok? )  tn da da dang!!!
Suresh Gopi : Chodyam ethannu “Ee oru situationil ningal ayirunnel enthu cheyum ?
Option A) Sawantham talparyangalku vendi Jane ne MR Ramante relation shipil ninnu ozhivakan nirbadikumo?
Option B) Veetukarude apakesha pole avalodu kooduthal samayam Mr Ramante koode nilkan apekshikumo?
Option C) Situation manesilaki Jane nodu samarikumo?
Option D) Ariyilla
Suresh Gopi : ” Mani kutti odikondrikunnu, uttaram vegamakatte”
Me; “Option C”
Suresh Gopi :  “Guruji please lock option C”
Suresh Gopi :  “Utataram valare sheriyannu, adyathe chodyam valare simple aryirunnu ”
Suresh Gopi :  “Adutha chodyathileku pokunnathinu munne oru short break
Suresh Gopi :  “Dey poyiiiiiiiiiiiiii, Da Vannuuuuuuuuuu” )

Option C annu correct anwser, athu thanney naum cheyutullu. Avalodu enne kurichalochikathe talkalam ashwashikan parenju. Ravantethum Janteyum vilakapettaya premam annu. 6 masam ennalla – 1 varsham eduthalum Mr Ramane upesikan chilapol Janenu pati ennu varilla, Sawntam teerumanagal matramalla, 2 vetukarude teerumanagalum pariganichu marichu terumanam edukan valare padannu. Pretekichum engane oru avasarathil, Mr ramane ottaku akaunnathu sheriyalla, eni korenjathu 3-4 months hospitalil kidakendi varum. Atu Jane Sheri vachu, enodu vere onnum parenjilla.
“Poyikollu” ennu matram parenjittu phone vachu.

Part -IV

Madyapanam arogyathinu hanikaram!,  Swashakosham sponge polanennu oke Ketitille orupadu? matram alla tikachum old fasion annu. Viraha kamukanayittu madyapichu jeevitham nashtpettaine kurichu orthu nasipichu teerkan arkum pattum pakshe nivarnnu ninnu munnotu pokan etre perku pattum? Jeevithathil eniku vereyum orupadu responsibilities undarunnu. Enne ere snehikunna Entachanum Ammayum veetukarum, Education loan nte bhadyatha, nalla joli , chechide kalyanam. anagne kore ….

Ammayodu Jane nte karyam oru tavenna avataripichapol ammaeyil ninnu nalla response matram annu kittiyathu. pakshe oru karyam amma parenjathu eniku valare karyam ayittu thonni  ” Penkuttiyannu mone, avashyamillathe pratheekshakal kodittu visamipikaruthu” chechide karyam, Loan etallm kazinjite ninte karyam nee chintikavoo. Satyam! [ ethu vayikunna ella chullanmarodum eniku pareyan ullathu aa oru karyam matram annu, kalyanam kazhikan pattum ennu undengil matram premikan erengi thiriku, ellengil veruthe time waste, energy waste, avasanam depression and baki ulla ella kopukalum taleku eduthu vayikano?

Pakshe depression is depression athu enagne mattum? divasaum chat cheyukondirunnathu completely stopped. Feeling Irritated, lonliness, sadness, anagnathe oru jathi sambhavangal undu veruthe manusheyane menakeduthan ayittu. Etoke arodu pareyan? Parenjitu enthedukan? Night shift cheythu kazinju vannal insomania, anagne avasanam nan oru marunnu kandu pidichu. Trust me! ethannu best medicine, otta word, Gym.

Gym il chernnu ellu polothe melinja body adyamayittu weights kandapol pedichu, pakshe athu enne orengan sahayichu. veednum veednum nan gymil concentrated ayi. kadinadvam arunnu pinulla 2 varsham. Time will heal everything ennu pareyunnathu valare sheri annu. matramalla on the bright side biceps and triceps oke pustichu tudengi. Arelum biceps nte yo musclente yo karyam chodichu tudengiyengil appo ariyam ningal ethreum kashtepetathu veruthe ayilla ennu. 🙂

Etintnte edaku Jane vilichitundarunnu, veednum pazethu ne pattiu eniku onnum samsarikan talparyam ella ennu nan vashiode parenju, pakshe oru friende vennam engil epo venelum ene conatct cheyam ennu nan prenju. Alle? athalle atinte sheri?  vendum chat cheythu todengil epo ulla situations oke enthina vendum kolakane? Ravanan enna kadaptrathe etre pravshayam kollam pattum ?

1 varsham kazinjitundakum 2011. veendum aprateekshitamayi Jane onlinil kananulla sahachariyam undayi, Orkut adachu pootiyathu karenam Mark Zukerberg nte kazivu thanne ennu urapayittum sammathikam. Jane ippo UK il annu, Higher education vendi poyatha. edakide chat cheyan varaundarunnu, Hi bye chat allathe kooduthal neeram nan samsarikan ulla avasaram undakilla ennathu thanne satyam. 2 varsam ayille ellam kazinjittu. Enagnenayo entho samarichu vannapol, nan Husbantine kurichu chodkayundayi, Mr Raman sukayitirikunno ennannu chodyam ennu thonunnu,. Pandu parenjathu prakaram avarude kalyanam kazhiyenda samayam kazinju.

Adyam athine patti samasarikan kootakillengilum oduvil Jane satyam pareyan teerumanichu. A vivaham nadenilla. Mr Raman vere oru kuttiye kalnanam Kazhichu ennu matram parenju. Kalyanam kazhinjittu avar Jane vannu kandu epo nall termsil annu ennu oke parenju. Enta sambhaviche ennu chodiknam ennu undedngilum, oru murivu epo unangiyathe ullu veendum enthina  athe murivil kutti chora podiyikunne  ennu thoni. Ente manasine nan smadanipichu. Avide enthayirikum samabhavichathu? entarikum karenam engane 100 chodyanagl mansine pidichu kulukukonde erunu. pakshe swayam anubhavicha venda orthapol athellam ardtha shoonayam ayathu pole thonnuka unadrunnu.

On and off veendum nammal chat cheythu konde erunnu, entenarilla pazeya polathe aa wave length undarunilla. Miscommunication orupadu ayi tudengi, chat and emialim udeshikumnnathu pole padangalku artham prethibhalikathayi. anagne kurechu naal. Chilapol Jane samsarikan varum, chilapol masanagal kanarilla. Venel kalavum mazha kalavum pettennu mannju poyi.

2013 Naatileku varan veendum teermanichu. Jane nattil undayirnnu . Ottumikka preshnangal undengilum ethrem varsham kanathirunnu aa pazeya kuutukariye kanan nan teerumanichu. Neritu parenju teerkam ennu karuthitavum, sherivananel baki jeevitha karyangal samsarikam ennarunnu nan vicharichirunnu. Ore nattukaralle, natil etti ethu vare nadenna karyangal pazethu pole ore oru cosuin chettanodu parenju. (ethreyum detailed ayitalla, pothuve parenju )

Anagne Jane contact cheyan teerumanichu, message ayachu but reply odane vanilla, Night ayapol reply vannu stalathilla  but “entha viseshichunnu” chodichu. Onnu kananam ennu parenjapol pulikari entha pretekichu ennu chodichu. A swaratil akalcha undennu thoniyapol, pine eniku thonni may be she is right. ethreyum kalathinu shesham, ethreyum sambhavicha shesham eni enthina kanunne ennu. “Khsimikanam, kananam ennu thonni atha chodichathu, thaniku kannem ennu talparyam ellengil its ok. eni orikalum shalyapedtilla. Ee frienship evide avasanikate” ennu parenju phone vachu.

2 divasam kazinjapol, veendum oru message vannu. onnu trichu viliku ennu parenju. Trichu vilichapol nan enna pokunnathu ennu chodichu, Pokunnathu vare engilum ee friend ship onnu continue cheyan request cheythu. Onnum manesilayillengilum, Sheri ayikotte ennum nanum sammatichu. Pokunnatinte tale divasam veendum oru message vannu. Enthokayo samsarichu, oduvil Jane chodikua undayi, veruthe Birthday wish cheyan mathram ayittu enthina engane oru friendship? We are adults, swayam teerumanam edukan ulla pakwatha vannu ennu oohikam, nallathanelum cheetha annelum, ethinte relationte avasanam entharikum sabhavikunne, teerumanam eduku? ”

Onnalochichapol athu sheri anennu enikum thonni, I am slowing her down. vere oru relation pullikari anwesikathathu main reason chilapol nanakum. Kalyanathinte “K” pareyan koode eniku patatha samayam, pengalde kalyanam nadenitilla, joli eppozum permanent ayitilla , etinoke pureme residency visa kayalapurathe thenga mathiri erikunna avasaram. A kuttiku oru nalla bhavi undakunnathinu nan oru thadasam ayittu nikkaruthu ennu thonni. Nan Sheri vachu. “Sheri Jane. Bye, 2004 shesham nammal ethu vare kanditilla. Edayil sambhavichathu ellam marenelku,  ellam nalathinu ennu karuthuka, eni nammal thammil oru samasaramo koodi kazchayo undavilla, enne anwesikaruthu orikalum” Vesahamam manasil undengilum onnum porethu kanikathe enikathu pareyendi vannu.

Jane reply cheythu, “Ravananum mayitu oru divasam panku vayikunnathu nan ennum swpnam kandirunnu, ore oru divasam ente vishamangal pareyanum kareyanum, enne aswasipikanum, ente kanneer tudekanum. aa oru divasam eni orikalum undavilla. Etreyum kalam ayittum ennodu pandathe pole oru ettiri sneham polum undayitilla? E chodyathinu nan entha uttaram apreyuka? A oru divasam nanum swapnam kanan tudengittu varshangal ayi, but Orike orupadu vedanichathannu  Jane nashtapetapol, Satyam nan parenjal Jane kattirikum ennu enikariyam, pakshe etrenal? Jane nte nalla bhaviku veendi eniku kallam pareyendi vannu.

Nan parenju:”Ella, nan anagne ethuvare chintichitilla. Taniku anagne oru moham undengil tan etre nal pareyathirunathu enthe?  Orike nan premikunnu ennu parenjathinu, eniku nalla skisha kittukayum cheythu, thannodu atine vedaneye kuricho, kasta padinie kurichio ennu vare onninum parenjitilla, karenam than anne matoraolde ayi kazinju ennu nan sankalpichu”

Jane: Sheri namku priyam, bye pokunnathinu munne oru avasana question, annu pirinjapol shesham enagne ee situation overcome cheythu?
Nan: Time healed, thats it.
Jane: Bye
Nan anagne Jane ne Facebookil ninnum unfriend cheythu.

Etha ee kadha yude avasanam, Oru kallu hridyam ulla Ravannan ennu darikunnathannu enthu kondu Jane nallathu. Veruppu koodunthorum Jeeevithathil jayikan ulla vashi koodum, athu ente karyathil satyamayi eniku pandu anagne oru situation overcome cheyanulla dhayiryam kitty madyathine ashrayikathe. Janeum anagne oru nalla future nu ayi athu upakarikum. Ennodu epol Jane nu valare deshyam undakum, pakes athu saramilla. Pinne ente ee arkum vendathe unwanted feelings, athu enthu cheyana? manasinte etho konil mayatha ormakalayi athu anagne marlala pidichu kidakum. Areyum updravikkathe mannodu mannakuna neram athu ee bhoomiyil aliyum. (Sho! Sahityam! eniku vayya 🙂

Edekide nan Jante Fb check cheyarundarunnu atinu shesham, Nammal epo friends alallo, so entha avalde jeevitatil sambhavikunne ennu ariyanulla oru akamsha, pretekichum Jante piranal divasanagalil, fully privacy protected annengilum chennu nokumbol enthelum kandallo?. 2016 il friend of a friend tag cheytha oru post kanan edayundaki, jane nte Kalyanam. Valare santhosham thonni. Onnu wish cheyanam ennu valare agrahichu, pakshe venda ennu pinne thonni. Eni ulla divasangal engilum Jane santhoshatode jeevikatte. Athinu shesham Jane nte profilil nan poyitilla.

(Apo ningalo? Ethu ningalil ninnu nan pratekshichu.) valare kashttapettainu shesham Residency nan Govenmentine kayi ninnu chodichu medichu. Alla! malayalikalodano kali? alle?  Nalla joli, pengalde kalyanam kazinju. Eni ee ullavante jeevithathinte sketch edan time ayi. (Veedum premam? Gochu gallan ennu pareyan varette.)

Etreyum kalam nanayitu sremichathellam athinte vaziku poyathu kondu eni ulathu ellam nan matha pithakalude kayilekku koduthu, avarku estapettathu areyano avu teerumanikatte, enikoru ethirumella. Dance and pattu nerathe parenjathu pole arinjal extra points. Pakshe athilonnum karyam ella, Manasikam ayitulla porutham annu baki ulla ella poruthangale katti srehstam. Beauty ella kalavum nila nikilla ennu etho appuppan parenjitullathu orkunnu..

Ninaglku tikachum eniyum chodyangal undavam, (Enthina pinne 2017 il enagne oru blog?)
E kaadha engane tikachum arum ketitundavilla, Jane polum. Jane blog ezhutarundarunnu, epo undo ennarila. Eni Jane ne ennengilum nerittukanumo ennenikarilla, Kandalum nan ethellam pareyum ennu enikarilla. Matramalla ethu thikachum ente side of the story annu. Jane nte side of the story entanennu eniku kelkan sadichittilla, Jane parenjitillla ennu thanne annu satyam. Enengilum Jane ee blog vayikukayanel, satyam manesilakikote.

Also, ini ente future Wifi ningal arengilum premichitundo manushya enna chodyathinu, part 1 muthal part 4 vare parenju kaziyumbol, 9 masam kaziyum. Pinne kunji kal kandilla ennu parenju entachanum ammeyum thodengum. So Wifiku ee blog linku koduthal samayam kittum pole mottam vayichu manasilakikotte. But oru request undu, Sillennu oru kadal Cinema yile pole eni Jane ne evidunoke tappi kandu pidichondu vannu vendum premikan pareyaruthu Pleaseeeee. 🙂

Annu Love letter ezhuthi pidichapol enne tallatathu enthennu nan edekku achanodu chodikayudayi. Achan te marupadi enagen arunnu ” Makan tholode oppam valarnal thallan padilla ennaruunu”. Onnum alaochichal sheeriyannu. 10- vare nne chavittu metta ile podi kalayan adikum polarunnu tallunne. +1, +2 il ene kayi vachite ella vazaku matham me undarunullu, nannavum ennulla pretheeksha anne achennu ullathu kondum akam.

Etreyum parenjathu, oru putiya kudmba jeevitathil satyasanthatheku oru valya importance ullathu konda. Ethonnum orikalum nan marechu vayunilla ennariyikanum koode annu.

Kochu kochu kurutekedukal, kandalum nannavilla ennu parenju kuttiyarikumbol ente atmasvishvasam kalyathe nnil vishvasicha ente achhanum ammakum ente checkum. Ellathinum enne pinthunache ente niryatha aya ammummakum. Koode ninu sahayicha changathimarkum, ee blog muzuvan otta eripinnu vayichu teertha ella sundaranmarkum sundarimarkum, nandi namaskaram.🙏🏻 🙂

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By the way, I feel my story is somewhat related to the Ramayanam in a way, even though its upside down and characters reversed. The movie Sita sings the Blues by – Nina paley is the closest resemblance that I can find. Also, its a wonderful movie. So please do watch the movie if you haven’t had a chance yet. The link below is just a trailer, you can find the full movie on Youtube.

Thank for reading, have a great day,
Raavana 😉👍🏻

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